something to note.

i've finally decided to make a blog.
just a place where i can keep all my thoughts and hopefully not ditch it like all my other journals.
when making this blog, i wondered to myself,
"should i put up real names of the people i talk about, or should i write some kind of coding that i will hopefully remember years later? what if the people i write about come to my blog somehow and find out all the stuff i say?" i just want to express my feelings. im not aiming to hurt your feelings or anything like that. its just personal thoughts. if you can't take it and think of me as a bitch, fine. just stop reading and move on with your life. because if you cant handle this shit, dont. i just have this feeling someone will use this against me one day. and show everyone how evil or mean or disgusting i am. maybe i am. maybe im not. its for you to judge. if you take the time to know me and know who i really am, then you'll come to understand me.
so yeahs. all this confusing crap. all im trying to say is,
for all my entries. if you find it offending, go on with your life. if you like it, enjoy it. and if you just dont care, then whatever.

and yeahs. thats it. just a warning, as you may call it.



and now it begins.
my high school life.